I know God uses people all the time, often without their knowledge. Sometimes He sends angels to masquerade as people, and we probably don’t realize how often it happens.
One of my friends was an angel this week. My kids were in a bit of a pickle, and I was stuck at work. She dropped everything she was doing and came to their rescue. I hope they fell over themselves thanking her, but I’m not going to ask exactly how much they said thank you. A second friend was willing to help, but she was just as far away as I was.
My son and I are convinced that God sent an angel to our house once. There was a “neighborhood kid” that wasn’t allowed to go in his house because of some repairs or something, so he was stuck outside on a hot day. In spite of standing instructions to ask permission, Son just invited the boy in to cool off and have a drink of water. After getting over my initial irritation, I realized that taking care of a thirsty stranger was more important than my embarrassment about someone seeing our messy house. We realized later that none of us had seen him before or since, and couldn’t figure out where he came from. I knew this was one of those “if you do it to the least of these” moments.
There are times I wonder if I am being as helpful as I could be. Actually, I know I could always do better, but I wish I could do more to help others. I do have the opportunity to give back on occasion, but it seems those times are few and far between. While I would like to be one of those people that my friends know they can count on, somehow I usually seem to be the one asking for help. Maybe that is a product of being a single mother with one healthy child and one that has physical challenges. Regardless, I do what I can and have to allow myself to be good enough, not perfect. If God thinks I’m good enough, who am I to question? After all, I’m not the angel.